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[floranna]

I have a binge eating disorder. I weight 140 kilos. I am hideous and feel like I am bursting with fat.

It's in a point I feel jealous everytime someone says they have anorexia or bulimia and think: "Well, atleast they get thinner".

I disgust myself.

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[kimbari.livejournal.com]

I agree with the others. Get a new doctor and get the depression taken care of. You don't disgust yourself because you're fat, you disgust yourself because you're depressed. Depression is my number one nemesis and it can be beaten.

*hugs you*

[floranna.livejournal.com]

My doctor and theraphist are two different persons. Theraphist I see twice a week, doctor I haven't.

This just freaks me out because truthfully? I don't remember a time I have felt this good. And now my body-image issues are drowning me.

[kimbari.livejournal.com]

Can your therapist prescribe? Are you taking any meds? I'm a strong believer in depression meds. Prozac saved my life.

[floranna.livejournal.com]

No, she can't. That's exactly why I have a doctor.