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The teacher I talked on my last entry? Well, I found out her phone number on sunday, called her and she answered. She couldn't talk much, but I managed to make her promise that I could call sometime next week. Well, now she answered and said that right now she is too busy in her life to meet me. We talked a little, I said what I am studying and that's it. We ended the call and I won't call her anymore.

She wouldn't meet me, coward, but I still feel like a winner. She couldn't meet ME, I could meet HER. I am stronger than her. I am a grown-up now. I feel so goddamn good. She couldn't face me, I could face her.

I feel awesome. A bit disappointed on her, but very much awesome. I feel strong enough to face the world, I am stronger than her.

You know, the most I was afraid was that she would just ignore my calls, but she answered and said she didn't have time to meet me. Now I am completely sure about her.

You can all try to hold me down but you cannot stop me from rising again.

I feel so awesome.