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florannaWhere am I? I'm in Kallio's high school, very popular, and hard-to-get-in school. When I first got here one year ago, I was excited, but sad that none of mt friends got there. Soon after I filled my schedule with boring, have-to-read-deviliously-long-and-too-plain-hard subjects. I started to turn even more towards myself, (i've always been like that, it just got worse) and I lied to my family that I had a friend there so I could spend my time in near library, playing with computer, and not being in home and hear about nagging how I should read more homeworks and such. I didn't have a friend there, I just wanted to find relaxation and they believed me.
In May, I started cutting myself and luckily, that one session ended me crying on my father's shoulder.
I spent my summer holiday plainly RESTING, and didn't do anything. Expect went to work in a local market for two weeks (they took underage in only for two weeks, and pay was quite good).
Now I'm still in same school. expect my grades are slowly rising and I feel little more optimistic than in last year.
Maybe this year WILL be better, I hope. Because I'm very pessimistic person and it would be nice to be surprised when something I thought went bad would actually go fine.
Hear about me later!
In May, I started cutting myself and luckily, that one session ended me crying on my father's shoulder.
I spent my summer holiday plainly RESTING, and didn't do anything. Expect went to work in a local market for two weeks (they took underage in only for two weeks, and pay was quite good).
Now I'm still in same school. expect my grades are slowly rising and I feel little more optimistic than in last year.
Maybe this year WILL be better, I hope. Because I'm very pessimistic person and it would be nice to be surprised when something I thought went bad would actually go fine.
Hear about me later!
