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Aug. 29th, 2012 04:07 amI have been quiet for awhile, but that was because I went to Lapland to our cottage with my mum (had fun) and then went to Ilmajoki to my grandpa. (had OK time. No meltdowns or depression followed me from there, yay!)
Now? Well, my ear started hurting at my grandpa. I was sleeping in an outdoor building (there is a bed) because it's a bit cooler than the main building and I could sleep properly because grandpa wakes around 5 am, eats, and then goes back to bed for couple of hours. If i had stayed in the main building, I would have had to sleep in the living room because the guest bed is too short to me and I would've woken up.
I slept in the OB like a baby, but after the first night my ear started hurting. Nothing too bad, will pass away on it's own, I thought.
NO. Now, about five nights later, the pain is so big that I wake up at 4 am and cannot sleep BECAUSE IT HURTS SO MUCH. So now, I need some pettings. And someone to spend time with until my dad wakes up so I can bully him the money for medicine or the hospital phoneline opens so I can reserve a time from there to myself. Whichever comes first.
I am tired, in pain and so fucking tired.
Now? Well, my ear started hurting at my grandpa. I was sleeping in an outdoor building (there is a bed) because it's a bit cooler than the main building and I could sleep properly because grandpa wakes around 5 am, eats, and then goes back to bed for couple of hours. If i had stayed in the main building, I would have had to sleep in the living room because the guest bed is too short to me and I would've woken up.
I slept in the OB like a baby, but after the first night my ear started hurting. Nothing too bad, will pass away on it's own, I thought.
NO. Now, about five nights later, the pain is so big that I wake up at 4 am and cannot sleep BECAUSE IT HURTS SO MUCH. So now, I need some pettings. And someone to spend time with until my dad wakes up so I can bully him the money for medicine or the hospital phoneline opens so I can reserve a time from there to myself. Whichever comes first.
I am tired, in pain and so fucking tired.
