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[floranna]

The teacher I talked on my last entry? Well, I found out her phone number on sunday, called her and she answered. She couldn't talk much, but I managed to make her promise that I could call sometime next week. Well, now she answered and said that right now she is too busy in her life to meet me. We talked a little, I said what I am studying and that's it. We ended the call and I won't call her anymore.

She wouldn't meet me, coward, but I still feel like a winner. She couldn't meet ME, I could meet HER. I am stronger than her. I am a grown-up now. I feel so goddamn good. She couldn't face me, I could face her.

I feel awesome. A bit disappointed on her, but very much awesome. I feel strong enough to face the world, I am stronger than her.

You know, the most I was afraid was that she would just ignore my calls, but she answered and said she didn't have time to meet me. Now I am completely sure about her.

You can all try to hold me down but you cannot stop me from rising again.

I feel so awesome.

Comments

[hiza-chan.livejournal.com]

You should feel awesome. She was an asshole and a coward and I hope she realizes now what an utter child she was acting like when she ignored your problems all those years ago.

[empath-eia.livejournal.com]

I wasn't around for this, I don't think, but this was a badass move and I applaud you for it.

[beboots.livejournal.com]

I would also like to jump in and say that you are far more brave than I would have been in your situation. You have such inner strength!

[devo79.livejournal.com]

She failed (as a human being) here. She had a chance to help you and maybe even herself and she let that chance go.

You, on the other hand, did NOT fail.

You WON!

[lady529.livejournal.com]

Go you! : D

You're clearly a lot stronger than this woman can ever hope to be. And you should feel awesome!

Celebratory hugs,
The Lady 529