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Oct. 19th, 2010 07:10 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I have a binge eating disorder. I weight 140 kilos. I am hideous and feel like I am bursting with fat.
It's in a point I feel jealous everytime someone says they have anorexia or bulimia and think: "Well, atleast they get thinner".
I disgust myself.
It's in a point I feel jealous everytime someone says they have anorexia or bulimia and think: "Well, atleast they get thinner".
I disgust myself.
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Date: 2010-10-19 05:21 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-10-19 05:26 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-10-19 05:29 pm (UTC)I think now is the time more than ever to actively look for a new doctor yourself. Clearly waiting isn't doing you any good, so looking would be the best course of action.
In the meantime, if you ever need to just unload your sad or your mad or your glad, you can email me.
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Date: 2010-10-19 05:28 pm (UTC)And besides, I've seen pictures of you when you've posted it. You're not hidious -- you're pretty! I think you need to see your doctor, because I'm concerned that your depression might be warping your self worth, and that's a scary path to go down. :(