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[floranna]

There's a pill bottle 1/2 full of thyroxin pills. About 50 of them?

I can't stop thinking about taking all of them.

Fuck. Talk. Please help.

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[rm.livejournal.com]

Reading. What can we do?

[beckyh2112.livejournal.com]

IM me. ChaosAngel2112

[beboots.livejournal.com]

I know that you don't really know me very well, so I'm not sure if you want me to help... but I'm on the line to talk if you need to. Don't take the pills.

[floranna.livejournal.com]

I don't know. I am scared.

[floranna.livejournal.com]

My IM doesn't work.

[beckyh2112.livejournal.com]

Fuck. Okay. Want me to tell a story?

[floranna.livejournal.com]

I don't want either, but I want to. Doesn't make any sense.

[floranna.livejournal.com]

Anything.

[avocado-love.livejournal.com]

Hotline: 09-731391
Hotline: 040-5032199

Call it. The only thing I can do is shout across the world for you not to do it. If you're serious you need to call this suicide hotline. You have too many people counting on you not too.

[floranna.livejournal.com]

Calling. I truly thought I am past this.

[beboots.livejournal.com]

Is there a way of physically taking yourself away from the pills? Put them somewhere where they cannot be seen? Or move into a different room? Out of sight and hopefully out of mind?

We're all here for you.

[beckyh2112.livejournal.com]

Once upon a time, because all stories start somewhere and somewhen, there was a prince. He had honor in a family that gave only lip-service to honor, and he had mercy in a family that gave none. He was a strangeling, changeling child in his mother's eyes, a waste in his father's eyes, a victim in his sister's eyes.

[floranna.livejournal.com]

Neither phone number is on use.

[floranna.livejournal.com]

I put them into a basket. Can't take them out of the room.

[rm.livejournal.com]

If you need to get someone on the phone, and it sounds like you do (I don't have the technical ability where I am at present), please _please_ call the Hope Line: 1-800-SUICIDE

We see and hear your here. And we want to be able to keep doing that.


ETA: okay, US number useless to you. Googling other resources.

[avocado-love.livejournal.com]

Truth that goverments all across the world don't have it together, eh? Do you have a phone book? I'm looking up others. Thank you for calling that, but you gotta speak to a professional or someone to help you out.

*looking*

[yukinoomoni.livejournal.com]

No.

Put them away, lock them up. Don't look at them. Don't think about them.

Do something you love: Read something you can't get enough of, go outside and do something you like to do in the fall, read a book or watch TV.

But do not do it.

[floranna.livejournal.com]

I live in Finland. And avocado_love's numbers won't work. Maybe because it's fucking sunday and almost 9 pm.

[beckyh2112.livejournal.com]

If it helps, she's in Finland.

[rm.livejournal.com]

Online help:

For online chat support now:
(none of these are 24 x7 but will tell you if online counselors are available)

http://newhopeonline.org/counseling/liveperson.html

http://www.realmentalhealth.com/chat/default.asp

Email support:
For email support 24 x 7:
jo@samaritans.org
It may take a few hours or more to generate a response


We'll make sure people stay with you here until you we can get you the support you need.

[rm.livejournal.com]

Yup, got it, working on it now.

[beboots.livejournal.com]

Very good! We are all hoping you get through this. Everything is going to be okay. I know that it sounds trite written down like this in plain text, but I'm sending you very positive thoughts. I am saying this out loud as I write this.

[rm.livejournal.com]

Just posted some possible online resources for you. Looking for more.

[floranna.livejournal.com]

I can't. I can only try to keep my eyes open and mouth shut so I won't vomit. I am pretty much frozen. If I leave our house, I'm afraid I'll go jumping.

Fuck.

[beckyh2112.livejournal.com]

Thank you.