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[floranna]

There's a pill bottle 1/2 full of thyroxin pills. About 50 of them?

I can't stop thinking about taking all of them.

Fuck. Talk. Please help.

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[rm.livejournal.com]

Reading. What can we do?

[floranna.livejournal.com]

I don't know. I am scared.

[beckyh2112.livejournal.com]

IM me. ChaosAngel2112

[floranna.livejournal.com]

My IM doesn't work.

[beboots.livejournal.com]

I know that you don't really know me very well, so I'm not sure if you want me to help... but I'm on the line to talk if you need to. Don't take the pills.

[floranna.livejournal.com]

I don't want either, but I want to. Doesn't make any sense.

[avocado-love.livejournal.com]

Hotline: 09-731391
Hotline: 040-5032199

Call it. The only thing I can do is shout across the world for you not to do it. If you're serious you need to call this suicide hotline. You have too many people counting on you not too.

[floranna.livejournal.com]

Calling. I truly thought I am past this.

[floranna.livejournal.com]

Neither phone number is on use.

[yukinoomoni.livejournal.com]

No.

Put them away, lock them up. Don't look at them. Don't think about them.

Do something you love: Read something you can't get enough of, go outside and do something you like to do in the fall, read a book or watch TV.

But do not do it.

[floranna.livejournal.com]

I can't. I can only try to keep my eyes open and mouth shut so I won't vomit. I am pretty much frozen. If I leave our house, I'm afraid I'll go jumping.

Fuck.

[rm.livejournal.com]

Online help:

For online chat support now:
(none of these are 24 x7 but will tell you if online counselors are available)

http://newhopeonline.org/counseling/liveperson.html

http://www.realmentalhealth.com/chat/default.asp

Email support:
For email support 24 x 7:
jo@samaritans.org
It may take a few hours or more to generate a response


We'll make sure people stay with you here until you we can get you the support you need.

[rm.livejournal.com]

another possibility

(can't read Finnish, so hope my Google-fu means some of these are useful)

Itsemurhien ehkäisykeskus, SOS - palvelu
Liikkuva yksikkö
KRIISILINJA
Helpline 1: 01019-0071

[rm.livejournal.com]

I've put out the call (not linking people here, just asking for Finnish resources) on my LJ.

If you want to talk to us here, or email privately, about what's going on with you, consider the invitation open. racheline AT gmail DOT com.

[dark-puck.livejournal.com]

Don't.

Don't reach for the bottle.

Don't go outside.

Call someone, anyone you can possibly think of. Just dial a random number if you need to and ask for help if you can't get hold of family or friends.

[floranna.livejournal.com]

dad is here now. i am talking to him now.

[rm.livejournal.com]

Thank you for letting us know!

[megmatthews20.livejournal.com]

I dunno if you know this, but the last time you were in this state, friends and I tried to actually contact the Finnish police. We hunted through our livejournals to find your ip address and figure out where you lived. We got a vague idea and emailed the police there. I don't know that they ever got in contact with you, but the thing I can tell you is this...

You got better. You will get better. When you got better, I watched with happiness as you began to discover more about yourself. To take control in your life. To get back at stupid bitch teachers that were cruel.

Your bravery amazed me.

Your bravery now amazes me. And I'm sitting here in the United States, half the globe away, praying that you'll be okay. That you'll remember how strong you are. How beautiful you are as a person and that we all want that person in our lives.

We love you. Your family loves you.

You'll make it through this. I know you will. I know you're strong.

I was suicidal not even a week ago. Didn't even want to get out of bed. Just wanted to die. But today, I'm okay. I got through it. I'm smiling. I'm happy. You can be too. I know you can.

I love you, and you're beautiful.

<333333333

[attackfish.livejournal.com]

The worst part is, I know exactly how you feel and I still have no idea how to help. My parents slept in front of my bedroom door for more than a month so I couldn't take a header off the balcony.

Man, even if that did manage to kill you, it would be a long, slow, miserably painful way to die.

[devo79.livejournal.com]

You need to stop doing this.

You need better help than you're getting. One day you'll post for help on your lj and none of us will be on.

You should always call someone who're physically close to you, by this I mean someone who can actually reach you before you do take pills or jump.

What ever help you're getting just isn't good enough!

[spyridona.livejournal.com]

Are you still here? Are you still okay? What can I do to help if you still need it?

Email me

miss [dot] spyridona @ gmail

IM me (if and when you can)

dazzle them now

[empath-eia.livejournal.com]

I'm so glad you reached out. I'm sorry I'm late. It looks like other friends have already done what could be done, and I'm relieved that your father is there. I just wanted to comment and add one more voice to pool of people who are happy you exist.

[dungeonwriter.livejournal.com]

I was taking my little cousin around, but I am so grateful you are okay.

[akitotsubaki.livejournal.com]

You can never have too much love in a situation like this, so I'm sending you some.

I hope you're okay.

[yukinoomoni.livejournal.com]

how are you doing today, honey?

[floranna.livejournal.com]

Down, but I don't feel the need to kill myself. Also, I am sick. Fever.

[birddi.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure if this helps, but from what I gather most people like to be friends with a human. Not like...a corpse. I'm rather serious, you know.

Also, when you feel suicidal: http://suicidehotlines.com/

People are out there who can help you through a hard time. *hugs* You don't want to do something rash.

Re: 100% smile

[floranna.livejournal.com]

With all my respect, go to hell.