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[floranna]

Sometimes I just wonder why the fuck I even try. I try to be a good and kind person to everyone, I really do and when I think of question that might be embarassing, stupid or otherwise risky I try to make it a joke about my cowardice or intelligence or just...well, soften it.

This is about the Teen Wolf fandom. I am very new to there, and I am followig this person in tumblr that is very...well, she calls herself lunatic and is very fiery with her opinions and with everything. She has said how she hates one of the actors in the show and I have been confused as why. So I finally grow balls big enough to ask her why, and she just...gets mean about it how I should have googled it, I mean I could've found it by putting: why (her nick) hates (the actor), in to the google search.

It didn't come to mind, honestly. I just really liked her fic and the fire in her posts and her confidence so I wanted to make contact to her, get her to...I don't know, to know me? At least for a short while? Let her know that this type of person is following her actively now and wants to say hi?

It just...she got so mocking and angry about it. I didn't even realize I could've make her feel like it. Now I am feeling ashamed and angry at myself and I am kinda hoping that I hurt her feelings somehow rather than that she just mocked me for the fun of it.

I don't know even what I am trying to say here.

Oh, and I am Floranna2 in tumblr, please follow me if you want. I usually just repost interesting and funny shit there.

Comments

[lady529.livejournal.com]

I'm unfamiliar with the Teen Wolf fandom, but to me, it sounds like this person has a very inflated ego and a generally high opinion of herself. Asking you to google her nick and why she hates that actor makes her sound like she's trying to make herself sound more important than she is (she's a girl on tumblr, she's not a rich or powerful celebrity. And even if she were, she's still being rude). If you can't answer politely when asked a question, you don't deserve the attention either. I can't imagine you asking in any way that would prompt her to be impolite, mocking or angry with you.

I know it's not easy, but please try to ignore her rubbish reaction. I don't have a tumblr, but if I get one, I'll definitely follow you : )

The Lady 529

[floranna.livejournal.com]

If you don't want to spend hours there, don't get one. ^_~ It eats time.

And thank you. =)

[lady529.livejournal.com]

I've lurked on tumblr for ages, I doubt it will in any way get addicting if it hasn't by now : ) I find it useful for fandom stuff, mainly pics, gifs and references, but that's it for me, really.

I'd still follow you if I got one : )

The Lady 529

[devo79.livejournal.com]

Sounds like she would have been mean no matter what you'd asked her or how you asked.

She sounds like a troll just out to rant and be mean.

My advise is to stop following her. You don't need that kind of drama in your life.

[floranna.livejournal.com]

I stopped following her. ANd I have actually mahaged to get calm about it, even if it still stings.

[beckyh2112.livejournal.com]

No one should assume someone is going to google for their opinion. Also, she is a jerk. *snuggles Floranna*

I like proudtobepack on tumblr for Teen Wolf stuff. S/he is cool. <3

[floranna.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I got some sarcastic/mean remarks to her two weeks later but I don't want to stir it up again. Probably wuldn't have posted them at thta time either...

I started following him/her. Very promising!

Nice to see you still following my journal, warmed my ridiculous heart. ^^

[beckyh2112.livejournal.com]

Of course I am! You're my friend. <3

[floranna.livejournal.com]

=)


You have no idea how much that means to me.

[lies-d.livejournal.com]

Who thinks of googling that kind of thing when you can just ask? You were just trying to make conversation, and that's not stupid or impolite. You were being friendly and she is being a b*tch.

[floranna.livejournal.com]

Thank you for being comforting. ^^ It still stings but I have managed to not to get more hurt about it anymore. Seriously, I am way too soft for any sort of stuff like this, I always take it personally.

[boudecia7.livejournal.com]

I think I know who you're talking about, and I wouldn't give it another thought, frankly. She doesn't think about the effect of her words on anyone's feelings,yet somehow has one of the most sensitive natures around and takes it very hard if she feels ignored or talked down to. She's lost a lot of friends in varying fandoms because of her drama and rudeness. And if I'm right about who it is, she would have been a lot more polite to you if she thought you were big in the fandom, which just goes to show the type of person you're dealing with.

Either way, I'm so sorry you had such a bad encounter with whoever it was. It's such a shame when people are so needlessly thoughtless. You didn't do anything wrong, and only people who have nothing to feel good about in their own lives treat others that way.

[floranna.livejournal.com]

I didn't know anything like that about her. If I had, I wouldn't have friended her on the first place. Thank you for telling me.

[nataliadarimini.livejournal.com]

I've followed you. (littlemissprefect)

I know it can't be as wanly as some of the fandoms I've been part of, but gosh darn if teenwolf doesn't feel like the flounciest drama queen at the party sometimes. Actor hate, character hate, and bizarre levels of insularity. I'm sorry she was evil to you.

[floranna.livejournal.com]

I stay away from actor, character and åparing hate. I mean, I know if something like that is going on but I won't read posts or fics that are like that. I have managed to protect myself quite well so this was a complete shock to me.

Thank you and hope you find something interesting from my postings!

[yukinoomoni.livejournal.com]

I understand a bit, I think. I try to be good and kind nowadays, because I do have an addition to anger and I'm tying to mitigate that. So I try and be nice to people, and while it does pay off at times, other times I get so angry I want to scream. Especially now that I walk with a cane; you can tell the kind of person you are near instantly by how they treat you if you appear disabled. I've had many people be so kind to me, but I've also had people treat me with disdain or annoyance. It's confusing and frustrating and honestly I wonder why I even bother.

But then I see my dog, or my cat, or Terry or my friends online, and I think that there is kindness and goodness in the world, and that beauty is never far away, and that it does in the end pay off for all of us, even if it doesn't show itself sooner. I just try and hold on to those thoughts, when really sometimes I want to jump into the dark.

So, honey, you're not alone. You're loved. And wanted. And we want you to stay here. So look out the window at the sunrise/sunset, the glistening rain on the grass or leaves, the birdsong and the wind, and just breathe.

[yukinoomoni.livejournal.com]

Also fandom is fandom and is always full of stupid. At times like that just close the comp and distract yourself with happy.

[floranna.livejournal.com]

I have managed to protect myself from the dark side of the fadom so this came as a complete shock.

I am so sorry to hear about people being idiots to you. Honestly, I find people who walk with canes a bit scaryy. Added hitting distance, you know?

^_~