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[floranna]

The fucking stupid part about depression is that it is an emotional rollercoaster when the highest point is that you feel normal again.

At 2008 autumn, I felt good. I mean, truly good. I felt normal. The world was abit lighter, it was easier to smile and laugh and I felt so damn hopeful. And after that the shit hit the fan from different directions, but I try to nowadays remember the feeling I felt then. I was os damn normal, happy, laughing and felt that I could survive this.

I truly hope that I can be that again. Because nothing scares me that much than the thought being like this rest of my life.

Comments

[a-white-rain.livejournal.com]

I don't know the details of your depression but I can tell you it's possible, although really fuckingly unfairly hard, to have a healthy life.

[zoeiona.livejournal.com]

Depression's a funny beast. You can spend periods of a few years "normal" then and periods of years or months decidedly not. It is possible, believe me, to get out the other side again - and I hope that knowing it's possible to get out the other side helps you cope more equably with the down swing while it lasts.

*hugs*

[lady529.livejournal.com]

Things can change. If they can change for the worse, they can bally well change for the better as well. Even if I'd probably not believe you if you told me that while I was in my moody, depressed corner, they can.

*hug*

The Lady 529