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[floranna]

The fucking stupid part about depression is that it is an emotional rollercoaster when the highest point is that you feel normal again.

At 2008 autumn, I felt good. I mean, truly good. I felt normal. The world was abit lighter, it was easier to smile and laugh and I felt so damn hopeful. And after that the shit hit the fan from different directions, but I try to nowadays remember the feeling I felt then. I was os damn normal, happy, laughing and felt that I could survive this.

I truly hope that I can be that again. Because nothing scares me that much than the thought being like this rest of my life.

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[zoeiona.livejournal.com]

Depression's a funny beast. You can spend periods of a few years "normal" then and periods of years or months decidedly not. It is possible, believe me, to get out the other side again - and I hope that knowing it's possible to get out the other side helps you cope more equably with the down swing while it lasts.

*hugs*